The Nervous Flier

Seatbelt buckled

Turning onto the runway

It’s full length glimpsed from the window

The same unease fills me

As if I was staring down a race track

And have some suffering to endure between now and the finish line

Anticipation building with engine roar

White lines rushing by faster and faster

I question my faith in physics

We trust a concept discovered 300 years ago

To lift a giant metal cylinder from the ground

With just the force of air?

The roar now deafening

Fear felt in stomach pit

Wheels lift off, hanging, suspended

Impossibly they stay up

The relief swells within me

We soar, gaining that special view previously only for the birds

Buildings and cars like toys

Diminutive beside the wide calm sea

Into the cloud layer

Brief calmness broken

We shake and rattle

Tensing up

I keep my shoes on

Don’t let the mind wander there

Filling my ears and eyes with noise and pictures

Trying to forget the giant metal cylinder

Hurtling along at a thousand kilometres an hour

From which there is no escape


I wrote this poem taking off from Singapore airport on my way to Vancouver. Unfortunately I am traveling without my iPad so no drawings will be accompanying anything I write over the next two months. At least until I get home anyway. This also my first attempt at a poem and I know nothing about poetry so apologies if it breaks all the rules!

I will be writing about our bike trip but if you would also like a visual accompaniment you can follow along on Instagram at @whitinthe.wild


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